This world has too many shades but I long for clarity.
Answers smudge and blur into one another, none standing alone. Emotions coil and swirl, so entwined I cannot know what I feel.
I can’t bear it any longer.
Tell me who to love, and I will love them. There never will be a love like mine again, and it will fade into legend.
Tell me what to feel, and I will burn up with it. I will ignite such a flare that all those that see me will feel the heat.
But do not give me shades. Do not give me choice. Pulled all ways by the brilliant colours of them, I will mix to grey. I will not love one, but try and love all.
Trying to feel everything at once, I will not feel at all.
Just give me clarity, and I will chase it till I can no longer even crawl. Till my coffin slams shut around me.
Give me clarity, and the world will not be able to stop me. And as I slip through its grasping fingers, it will breathe my name in awe.